Even though they do stupid shit, I see the way your parents take care and worry about there kids and I just hope you’ll be the same with ours.. it’s so weird when I say our kids because there’s no us. It’s just you and me. We used to tell each other how much we loved one another, and now you can’t stand me. I still see you, with eyes of how we used to be and sometimes I wonder if you do the same. To me, you something people call a “babydaddy” but I wanted you to be my husband, best friend, and sole mate. A friend recently asked me how I met you and how we started dating, I told her our story in so much detail, and it made me so sad. How did we get here? What went wrong? I know we were young, we were barely trying to make our relationship and bringing a kid into this world made it 10 times harder but I loved you in every way possible. I’m sorry for all the times I told you that you didn’t mean anything to me, for all the times I tried to leave. I was young and didn’t know how to be in a committed relationship, I didn’t know how to fix the problems we had and I thought threatening you would maybe change you but I was wrong. I did nothing but push you away, I pushed you away into someone else’s arms, I might be stuck, stuck from going from guy to guy but I’m happy that you found someone. You found someone to love you and I just hope she gives you everything you wanted, I hope she’s everything you need. I hardly ever think about you but when I do I can’t help but think about what we could’ve been but I don’t regret any of this, like they say its better to have loved then have never loved at all.
How do you look at the person you once loved and tell them that you still love them. How do you tell someone that you wish everything was the way it used to be.